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Stop Supporting Autism Speaks

2 04 2015

Many people, including myself in the past, donate to Autism Speaks thinking that this corporation is the best vehicle to help support autism research and help those families who are financially crippled, who need respite desperately, who had to quit their jobs in order to care for their child, a family who may have gone through divorce because autism is TOO stressful on a marriage, etc. The physical and emotional toll is great on the entire family. Some parents have multiple children with this disease.

In about 2009 or 2010, I started paying attention to the organization that was getting all our hard-earned dollars.

John Elder Robison was the only person with autism on a board at Autism Speaks. He resigned from the Science and Treatment boards on November 13, 2013. Read his post here. In summary he said that he could no longer be part of an organization who would not listen to his counsel. He felt Autism Speaks needed to be an organization that helped people with autism and not an organization who sought to cure him of something that is his identity. I do whole-heartedly understand this point of view. Autism is a full spectrum disorder. My son lives in a state of hell and is at risk for being abused because he is nonverbal and cannot read or write. Local author Elizabeth Moon, a mother of a person with autism, posed this very dilemma in her book “The Speed of Dark.” If a cure was available, would you take it? I would love my child no matter who he was. If life could be easier for him, I would give him that cure even if that meant who he now disappeared. I do, however, appreciate that those people with autism who are able to share an opinion on that would not want to be changed. I respect the feelings of the families of those people who support them. It doesn’t mean there is a right or wrong point of view; we each have to make a personal decision about our feelings on this matter.

In March of 2015, Autism Speaks invited its 168,000 Twitter followers and 1.5 million Facebook fans to use the hashtag #AutismSpeaks10 to share how “AS has touched your life” to celebrate their 10th anniversary. Instead of receiving gushing responses on how their lives were helped, people with autism and their families took to Twitter to have a word-war with Autism Speaks saying that they don’t want to be cured and that they want their resources to making their lives better and not to “cure” them. In essence, Autism Speaks does not speak for them. Autism Speaks had delusions of grandeur if they expected people to respond because they have not helped many people at all. Autism Speaks helps itself. Only about 4% of the money you send to them actually goes to help them.

The Judge Rotenberg Center in Massachusetts is under investigation by the Department of Justice and the FDA for the use of torture (see page 84 of the United Nations Special Rapporteur on Torture). The State of Massachusetts and disability rights advocates have been working to shut this facility down. Even despite this information coming to light, Autism Speaks has allowed the facility to recruit new admissions from families seeking resources at their fundraising walks. If you don’t know or remember about this story, here is a clip from it and a link to the 26-minute story of someone who actually previously lived there and the reasons she was given shock treatments. (The individual has disabled embedding so this link will go directly to her YouTube video). I am warning you–this video below is awful to watch, but how one can support Autism Speaks when they support this center?

Show Me The Money

In closely examining the 2013 tax return Form 990 and independent financial audit, Autism Speaks took in a whopping $122,141,069. Of that, $15,300,709 went to research (or 12.5% of your money) and of that amount, only 1% goes towards research on the needs of adults with autism. Of that money, $5,532,344 went to projects associated with board members of Autism Speaks (or 36% of all grant money awarded). Families received only $4,631,690 (or 3.79%) of the money you gave to Autism Speaks. Advertising (for more of your dollars) cost you $52,229,994 (or 43% of their budget). Salaries took $18,771,965 of those donate dollars (or 15.3%) and $4,528,226 in benefits and payroll taxes (or 3.7% — as much as they give to families). Thirteen of their board members make six-figure salaries. See pages 9 and 10 on their Form 990 filed with the IRS.
The problem with the Autism Speak walks is that they do not give any of that back to the local communities. Money that people are giving to support people participating in that walk goes to Autism Speaks big machine. With state budgets cutting funding to people with disabilities in general, and is usually one of the first things on the cutting block because of horrible stereotypes of people with disabilities, money you give to Autism Speaks means they might lose those dollars if you only knew about their organizations. Local organizations usually are run by volunteers who draw no salaries and the majority of their resources going directly to helping in some way.

Board members have perks, too, like getting funding from Autism Speaks for their pet autism projects. Per Autism Speaks Financial Report of 2013: “AS has arrangements to grant a portion of the net proceeds of certain fund-raising events to partners. Amounts representing the partners’ share of net event proceeds as described below are reflected as grants in the accompanying consolidated financial statements.

Event Partner Grants
Speeding for a Cure The Gillen Brewer School — 50% of net proceeds

Atlanta Walk The Marcus Institute — 50% of net proceeds

Phoenix Walk The Southwest Autism Research & Resource Center (SARRC) — 50% of net proceeds

Westchester/Fairfield Walk Center for Autism and the Developing Brain at New York Presbyterian — 15% of net proceeds

Winter Ball for Autism New York Collaborates for Autism — 50% of net proceeds

The Atlanta Walk had net proceeds of $542,000, 50% of which was granted to The Marcus Institute, the co-founder of which is an AS Board member.

The Westchester/Fairfield Walk had net proceeds of $968,000, 15% of which was granted to the Center for Autism and the Developing Brain at New York Presbyterian. An AS Board member is on the Board of Trustees of New York Presbyterian Hospital.

The Winter Ball for Autism had net proceeds of $2,682,000 in 2013, 50% of which was granted to the New York Collaborates for Autism, the co-founder of which is an AS Board member.

Five members of the Board of Directors of AS and two management employees are affiliated with institutions that received funding from AS. At December 31, 2013, AS had grants payable and commitments to these institutions totaling approximately $5,532,344. During the year ended December 31, 2013, AS’s expenses included approximately $3,669,960 related to awards granted to institutions affiliated with an AS Board member or management employee. Certain members of AS’s Scientific Advisory Committee and Scientific Review Panel, which are involved in the grant appropriation process, are also associated with institutions that receive funding from AS.”

Why You Shouldn’t Light It Up Blue

We have enough “Autism Awareness.” In fact, it has moved into overkill to the point where people roll their eyes when they hear someone say, “My child has autism.” They see a child in a meltdown mode in a store because of some sort of sensory overwhelm and they shake their heads or mumble to another person in the store or share “looks” about bad parenting. People with autism who have the ability to express themselves do not like Autism Speaks. Parents who have had children with autism for awhile have learned about Autism Speaks and will not support them because of their lack of assistance. The “Light It Up Blue” campaign is a direct advertising campaign from Autism Speaks. When you buy a blue bulb from Home Depot, you are supporting them. The co-founder of Home Depot is a board member of Autism Speaks.

I would like to see more “action” come from this organization instead of raising funds to support themselves.

If after all of this information you decide you still want to contribute to Autism Speaks that is your business. All I want to do is inform people so they can make a more informed choice of where their hard-earned money may go.

My son Patrick. The center of my universe

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A Letter to My Child with Autism on His 18th Birthday

17 12 2013

At 11:57 a.m. on Sunday, December 17, 1995, you came into this world. Your birth was difficult. There were just a few months between 5 months and 14 months where I thought things were ironing themselves out. Life for your young 18 years has been grueling as you tried to navigate a world that overwhelmed you every minute of your waking day. My heart always aches for you. As your mom, I tried my best to try to make it better for you, like a mother putting a Band-Aid on a boo-boo. But your boo-boo is so deep and consuming that the task was just impossible. This was nothing I could fix and that has been the hardest thing for me to accept. I am not sure that I will ever be able to accept that you will not get to experience all the things my friends’ children will–college, a career, a significant other, marriage, children of your own. My faith in God is challenged at every turn. How could a God exist that allows you to suffer so much? God did not do this to you. I think it was a perfect storm of genetic predisposition and human errors. As what happened in my own life, God said, “Okay, this has happened to you–but trust me to find a different path for your journey.” Your path just happened to be through a tropical jungle that required a machete to move forward.

Either the day after you were born or the week after you were born.

I have no doubt that we have pursued every avenue that gave you the best chance to overcome your challenges. As my mind tries to focus on all the things you cannot do for yourself, all I need to do is watch the video from Son-Rise when you were 3 years old where all you did was “mantra chant” and turn pages of your book. There was very little eye contact.

I am so proud of all the work you did coming from your world into ours. How scary that must have been for you. I think of the scene from Lord of the Rings where the fellowship crosses the bridge in the Mines of Moria, all the forces around them trying to stop them from crossing.

Autism is the Balrog. YOU SHALL NOT PASS!!

I have described you often as my life teacher. I have thought that I was the conduit to help you achieve whatever your purpose is in this life. If it were not for you, I would not have created the special needs ministry at St. Anthony’s–the countless numbers of people who were helped that may not have been. Your life and struggles have been shared with thousands of people. There is no doubt in my mind that you have influenced some decisions they have made in their own lives. Perhaps they are grateful for things they never thought to be grateful for–like the gift of just eye contact. Because of you, I have met extraordinary people. I have achieved a superhero level of patience. I have become a warrior not only of your rights, but the social justice rights of all people. I have learned not to make judgments of people. I have more compassion. I have always had a survivor’s strength, but your issues caused me to find strength even deeper than I could ever imagine.

Patrick & me at his 16th birthday party.

The tears that flow so easily from my eyes today are a mixture of joy and pain. No parent wants to see their children struggle. I don’t know what our future together looks like, but as long as I breathe, I will do everything I can to make sure you have the best life possible and to help you fulfill your destiny in this lifetime.

The seas may be smooth or rocky, but we will navigate them together.

I love you pumpkinator. Happy 18th birthday!

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Remember Or Move On?

11 09 2013

An interesting discussion is taking place among some people I know that of course we should never forget this day but we need to “move on.” For the family and friends of the people who died in the 9/11/2001 attacks, and those whose sons and daughters and mothers and fathers died in the Afghanistan and Iraq Wars that occurred because of these attacks, I am not sure that is so easy.

Imagine if you will that your husband or wife or son or daughter or unborn child died tragically and suddenly. The grieving is not as public and the reflection of subsequent anniversaries again are not public as the 9/11/2001 event. Let’s say you overhear a conversation among your friends that you just need to “get over it.” That “X” number of years have passed and you need to “move on.” How exactly would you feel inside? I imagine you might be angry, hurt, betrayed and a host of other feelings. Perhaps your life has moved on but this one day every year you allow the pain to come out. You cry, you remember, you wake up the next day and go back to your day to day life. A death of someone you love is not something you ever “get over.” You learn to live differently eventually. But the length of time that takes from individual to individual is going to be different. The relationship you had with that individual will also determine the level of grief. Grief has no timetable. My grief for my grandmother who lived a long and wonderful life was much different than for my child who never got to have his life at all. The grief for my mother was different from the grief for my father. My sister’s grief for the same people was very unique to them as well. It is a personal journey.

I will always take this one day and remember those who died and to send my love and prayers out to those who are still hurting. Even if I did not know one person who did die, I would feel the same. With all these names, that could mean a great many people still need our support and our love and prayers.

Aamoth, Jr., Gordon M. • Abad, Edelmiro • Abad, Maria Rose • Abate, Andrew Anthony • Abate, Vincent • Abel, Laurence Christopher • Abraham, Alona • Abrahamson, William F. • Aceto, Richard Anthony • Ackermann, Heinrich Bernhard • Acquaviva, Paul • Adams, Donald LaRoy • Adams, Patrick • Adams, Shannon Lewis • Adams, Stephen George • Adanga, Ignatius Udo • Addamo, Christy A. • Adderley, Jr., Terence E. • Addo, Sophia B • Adler, Lee • Afflitto, Daniel Thomas •Afuakwah, Emmanuel Akwasi • Agarwal, Alok • Agarwala, Mukul Kumar • Agnello, Joseph • Agnes, David Scott • Aguiar, Jr., Joao Alberto da Fonsec • Ahearn, Brian G. • Ahern, Jeremiah Joseph • Ahladiotis, Joanne Marie • Ahmed, Shabbir • Aiken, Terrance Andre • Ajala, Godwin • Alagero, Gertrude M. • Alameno, Andrew • Alario, Margaret Ann • Albero, Gary M • Albert, Jon Leslie • Alderman, Peter Craig • Aldridge, Jacquelyn Delaine • Alger, David D. • Alikakos, Ernest • Allegretto, Edward L. • Allen, Eric • Allen, Joseph Ryan • Allen, Richard Dennis • Allen, Richard L. • Allingham, Christopher E. • Allison, Anna • Alonso, Janet M. • Alvarado, Anthony • Alvarez, Antonio Javier • Alvarez-Brito, Victoria • Alvear, Telmo E. • Alviar, Cesar Amoranto • Amanullah, Tariq • Amaranto, Angelo • Amato, James M. • Amatuccio, Joseph • Amoroso, Christopher Charles • Anai, Kazuhiro • Anaya, Jr., Calixto • Anchundia, Joseph • Anderson, Kermit Charles • Anderson, Yvette Constance • Edwards-Angell, Mary Lynn • Andreacchio, John • Andrews, Michael Rourke • Andrucki, Jean Ann • Ang, Siew-Nya • Angelini, Jr., Joseph John • Angelini, Sr., Joseph • Angell, David Lawrence • Angilletta, Laura • Angrisani, Doreen J. • Antigua, Lorraine • Aoyama, Seima David • Apollo, Peter Paul • Apostol, Jr., Faustino • Aquilino, Frank Thomas • Aranyos, Patrick Michael • Arce, David Gregory • Arczynski, Michael George • Arena, Louis • Arestegui, Barbara Jean • Arias, Adam P • Armstrong, Michael • Aron, Jack Charles • Aron, Joshua • Aronow, Richard Avery • Aronson, Myra Joy • Aryee, Japhet Jesse • Asaro, Carl Francis • Asciak, Michael • Asher, Michael Edward • Ashley, Janice Marie • Ashton, Thomas J • Asitimbay, Manuel O. • Atlas, Gregg Arthur • Atwood, Gerald Thomas • Audiffred, James • Aversano, Jr., Louis Frank • Aviles, Ezra • Ayala, Sandy Babakitis, Arlene T. • Bacchus, Eustace P • Badagliacca, John J. • Baeszler, Jane Ellen • Baierwalter, Robert J. • Bailey, Andrew J. • Bailey, Brett T. • Bailey, Garnet Edward • Bakalinskaya, Tatyana • Baksh, Michael S. • Balkcom, Sharon M. • Bane, Michael Andrew • Bantis, Katherine • Baptiste, Gerard • Baran, Walter • Barbara, Gerard A. • Barbaro, Paul Vincent • Barbella, James William • Barbosa, Ivan Kyrillos F. • Barbosa, Victor Daniel • Barbuto, Christine • Barkow, Colleen Ann • Barkway, David Michael • Barnes, Matthew • Barnes, Sheila Patricia • Baron, Evan J • Barrett-Arjune, Renee • Barry, Arthur Thaddeus • Barry, Diane G. • Barry, Maurice Vincent • Bart, Scott D. • Bartels, Carlton W. • Barzvi, Guy • Basina, Inna B • Basmajian, Alysia • Basnicki, Kenneth William • Bates, Steven Joseph • Battaglia, Paul James • Bauer, Jr., W. David • Bautista, Marlyn Capito • Bavis, Mark Lawrence • Baxter, Jasper • Beale, Michele • Beatini, Paul Frederick • Beatty, Jane S • Beck, Lawrence Ira • Beckles, Manette Marie • Bedigian, Carl John • Beekman, Michael Earnest • Behr, Maria A • Belilovsky, Yelena • Bell, Nina Patrice • Bellows, Debbie S • Belson, Stephen Elliot • Benedetti, Paul M. • Benedetto, Denise Lenore • Bennett, Bryan Craig • Bennett, Eric L. • Bennett, Oliver Duncan • Benson, Margaret L. • Berardi, Dominick J • Berger, James Patrick • Berger, Steven Howard • Bergin, John P. • Bergsohn, Alvin • Bergstein, Daniel • Berkeley, Graham Andrew • Berkeley, Michael J. • Bernaerts, Donna M. • Bernard, David W. • Bernstein, William • Berray, David M. • Berry, David S • Berry, Joseph J. • Bethke, William Reed • Betterly, Timothy • Beug, Carolyn • Beyea, Edward Frank • Beyer, Paul Michael • Bharvaney, Anil Tahilram • Bhukhan, Bella J. • Biegeleisen, Shimmy D. • Bielfeld, Peter Alexander • Biggart, William G • Bilcher, Brian Eugene • Bini, Carl Vincent • Bird, Gary Eugene • Birnbaum, Joshua David • Bishop, George John • Bittner, Jeffrey Donald • Blackman, Jr., Albert Balewa • Blackwell, Christopher Joseph • Blair, Susan Leigh • Blanding, Jr., Harry • Blaney, Janice Lee • Blass, Craig Michael • Blau, Rita • Blood, Jr., Richard Middleton • Boccardi, Michael Andrew • Bocchi, John P. • Bocchino, Michael Leopoldo • Bochino, Susan M. • Boehm, Bruce D. • Boffa, Mary Catherine • Bogdan, Nicholas Andrew • Bohan, Darren Christopher • Boisseau, Lawrence Francis • Boland, Jr., Vincent M • Bolourchi, Touri Hamzavi • Bondarenko, Alan • Bonheur Jr., Andre • Bonnett, Colin Arthur • Bonomo, Frank • Bonomo, Yvonne Lucia • Booker, Seaon • Booms, Kelly Ann • Bordeaux, Sherry Ann • Cahill, John Brett • Cahill, Michael John • Cahill, Scott Walter • Cahill, Thomas Joseph • Cain, George • Calabro, Salvatore B. • Calandrillo, Joseph M. • Calcagno, Philip V • Calderon, Edward • Caldwell, Kenneth Marcus • Calia, Dominick Enrico • Calixte, Felix • Callahan, Francis Joseph • Callahan, Liam • Calvi, Luigi • Camaj, Roko • Cammarata, Michael F. • Campbell, David Otey • Campbell, Geoffrey Thomas • Campbell, Jill Marie • Campbell, Robert Arthur • Campbell, Sandra Patricia • Canavan, Sean Thomas • Candela, John A. • Cangelosi, Vincent • Cangialosi, Stephen J • Cannava, Lisa Bella • Cannizzaro, Brian • Canty, Michael • Caporicci, Louis Anthony • Cappello, Jonathan Neff • Cappers, James Christopher • Caproni, Richard Michael • Cardona, Jose Manuel • Carey, Dennis M • Carlino, Edward • Carlo, Michael Scott • Carlone, David G. • Carlson, Rosemarie C. • Carney, Mark Stephen • Carpeneto, Joyce Ann • Carpio, Bautista Ivhan Luis • Carrington, Jeremy M • Carroll, Michael • Carroll, Peter • Carson, Jr., James Joseph • Carstanjen, Christoffer Mikael • Carter, Marcia Cecil • Cartier, James Marcel • Casalduc, Vivian • Casazza, John Francis • Cascio, Paul R • Casey, Neilie Anne Heffernan • Casoria, Thomas Anthony • Caspar, William Otto • Castano, Alejandro • Castillo, Arcelia • Castrianno, Leonard M. • Castro, Jose Ramon • Catarelli, Richard G. • Caton, Christopher Sean • Caufield, Robert John • Caulfield, Mary Teresa • Cavalier, Judson • Cawley, Michael Joseph • Cayne, Jason David • Ceballos, Juan Armando • Cefalu, Jason Michael • Celic, Thomas Joseph • Centeno, Ana Mercedes • Cesta, Joni • Chairnoff, Jeffrey Marc • Chalasani, Swarna • Chalcoff, William • Chalouh, Eli • Chan, Charles Lawrence • Chang, Mandy • Charette, Mark Lawrence • Bordenabe, Krystine • Boryczewski, Martin • Bosco, Richard Edward • Bothe, Klaus • Bouchard, Carol Marie • Boulton, John H • Bourdier, Francisco Eligio • Bowden, Jr., Thomas Harold • Bowers, Kimberly S • Bowers, Veronique Nicole • Bowman, Jr., Shawn Edward • Bowman, Larry • Bowser, Kevin L. • Box, Gary R. • Boyarsky, Gennady • Boyce, Pamela • Boyle, Michael • Braca, Alfred • Bracken, Kevin Hugh • Brady, David Brian • Braginsky, Alexander • Brandemarti, Nicholas W • Brandhorst, Daniel Raymond • Brandhorst, David Reed Gamboa • Bratton, Michelle Renee • Braut, Patrice • Bravo, Lydia E. • Breitweiser, Ronald Michael • Brennan III, Edward A. • Brennan, Francis Henry • Brennan, Michael E. • Brennan, Peter • Brennan, Thomas M. • Brethel, Daniel J. • Bright, Gary Lee • Briley, Jonathan • Brisman, Mark A. • Bristow, Paul Gary • Broderick, Mark Francis • Broghammer, Herman Charles • Broomfield, Keith A • Brown, Janice Juloise • Brown, Lloyd Stanford • Brown, Patrick J. • Browne, Bettina • Bruce, Mark • Bruehert, Richard George • Brunn, Andrew • Brunton, Vincent Edward • Bucca, Ronald Paul • Buchanan, Brandon J. • Buck, Gregory Joseph • Buckley, Dennis • Bueche, Nancy Clare • Buhse, Patrick Joseph • Bulaga, Jr., John Edward • Bunin, Stephen • Burke, Jr., William Francis • Burke, Matthew J. • Burke, Thomas Daniel • Burns, Donald J. • Burns, Kathleen Anne • Burns, Keith James • Burnside, John Patrick • Buslo, Irina • Bustillo, Milton G • Butler, Thomas M. • Byrne, Patrick Dennis • Byrne, Timothy GCCabezas, Jesus Neptali • Caceres, Lillian • Cachia, Brian Joseph • Cafiero, Jr., Steven Dennis • Caggiano, Richard M. • Caguicla, Cecile Marella • Chavez, Gregorio Manuel • Cheatham, Delrose E. • Checo, Pedro Francisco • Cherry, Douglas MacMillan • Cherry, Stephen Patrick • Cherry, Vernon Paul • Chevalier, Nestor • Chevalier, Swede • Chiang, Alexander H • Chiarchiaro, Dorothy J. • Chimbo, Luis Alfonso • Chin, Robert • Ching, Wing Wai • Chiofalo, Nicholas Paul • Chipura, John Gerard • Chirchirillo, Peter A. • Chirls, Catherine • Cho, Kyung Hee • Chowdhury, Abul K. • Chowdhury, Mohammad Salahuddin • Christophe, Kirsten L • Chu, Pamela • Chucknick, Steven Paul • Chung, Wai • Ciafardini, Christopher • Ciccone, Alex F. • Cilente, Frances Ann • Cillo, Elaine • Cintron III, Nestor Andre • Cintron, Edna • Cirri, Robert Dominick • Cisneros, Juan Pablo • Clark, Benjamin Keefe • Clark, Eugene • Clark, Gregory Alan • Clark, Mannie Leroy • Clark, Thomas R • Clarke, Christopher Robert • Clarke, Donna Marie • Clarke, Michael J. • Clarke, Suria Rachel Emma • Cleary, Kevin Francis • Cleere, James D • Cloud, Geoffrey W. • Clyne, Susan Marie • Coakley, Steven • Coale, Jeffrey Alan • Cody, Patricia A. • Coffey, Daniel Michael • Coffey, Jason M. • Cohen, Florence G. • Cohen, Kevin Sanford • Coladonato, Anthony Joseph • Colaio, Mark Joseph • Colaio, Stephen • Colasanti, Christopher M. • Colbert, Kevin Nathaniel • Colbert, Michel P. • Coleman, Keith E. • Coleman, Scott Thomas • Coleman, Tarel • Colhoun, Liam Joseph • Colin, Robert D • Coll, Robert J. • Collin, Jean Marie • Collins, John Michael • Collins, Michael L. • Collins, Thomas J • Collison, Joseph K • Collman, Jeffrey Dwayne • Colodner, Patricia Malia • Colon, Linda M. • Colon, Sol E. • Comer, Ronald Edward • Conaty Brace, Sandra Jolane • Concepcion, Jaime • Conde, Albert • Conley, Denease • Conlon, Susan P • Conner, Margaret Mary • Connolly, Cynthia Marie Lise • Connolly, Jr, John E. • Connor, James Lee • Connors, Jonathan M. • Connors, Kevin Patrick • Conroy, Kevin F. • Conway, Brenda E. • Cook, Dennis Michael • Cook, Helen D. • Coombs, Jeffrey W. • Cooper, John A • Coppo, Jr., Joseph John • Coppola, Gerard J. • Corbett, Joseph Albert • Corcoran, III, John J. • Cordero, Alejandro • Cordice, Robert Joseph • Correa, Ruben D. • Correa-Gutierrez, Danny A. • Corrigan, James J. • Cortes, Carlos • Cosgrove, Kevin • Costa, Dolores Marie • Costanza, Digna Alexandra • Costello Jr., Charles Gregory • Costello, Michael S • Cottoy, Conrod K • Coughlan, Martin John • Coughlin, John Gerard • Coughlin, Timothy J • Cove, James E. • Cox, Andre • Cox, Frederick John • Coyle, James Raymond • Coyle-Eulau, Michele • Cramer, Anne Marie • Cramer, Christopher Seton • Crant, Denise Elizabeth • Crawford, Jr., James Leslie • Crawford, Robert James • Creamer, Tara Kathleen • Cregan, Joanne Mary • Crifasi, Lucy • Crisci, John A • Crisman, Daniel Hal • Cross, Dennis • Crotty, Kevin Raymond • Crotty, Thomas G • Crowe, John • Crowther, Welles Remy • Cruikshank, Robert L • Cruz, John Robert • Cua, Grace Yu • Cubas, Kenneth John • Cubero, Francisco Cruz • Cuccinello, Thelma • Cudina, Richard J. • Cudmore, Neil James • Cullen lll, Thomas Patrick • Cummings, Joyce • Cummins, Brian Thomas • Cunningham, Michael Joseph • Curatolo, Robert • Curia, Laurence Damian • Curioli, Paul Dario • Currivan, Patrick Joseph • Curry Green, Andrew Peter Charles • Curry, Beverly • Curtin, Michael Sean • Cushny, Gavin D Da Mota, Manuel John • Dack, Caleb Arron • DaCosta, Carlos S. • Dale, Brian Paul • D’Allara, John • D’Amadeo, Vincent Gerard • Damaskinos, Thomas A. • D’Ambrosi, Jack • Damiani-Jones, Jeannine Marie • Danahy, Patrick W. • D’Antonio, Mary • Danz, Vincent • Darcy, Dwight Donald • Darling, Elizabeth Ann • Dataram, Annette Andrea • D’Atri, Edward A. • D’Auria, Michael D. • Davidson, Lawrence • Davidson, Michael Allen • Davidson, Scott Matthew • Davidson, Titus • Davila, Niurka • Davis, Clinton • Davis, Wayne Terrial • Dawson, Anthony Richard • Dawson, Calvin • Day, Edward James • de Araujo, Dorothy Alma • de Chavez, Jayceryll • De Jesus, Jennifer • De Jesus, Monique E. • De Jesus, Nereida • De La Pena, Emerita • de la Torre, Azucena Maria • De Pena, Jose Nicolas • De Santis, Jemal Legesse • De Simone, Christian Louis • De Vere, Melanie Louise • Dean, William Thomas • DeAngelis Jr., Robert J. • DeAngelis, Thomas Patrick • Debek, Tara E. • DeBin, Anna Marjia • DeBlase, James V. • DeCola, Paul • Dedvukaj, Simon Marash • Defazio, Jason Christopher • DeFeo, David A. • Del Valle Jr., Manuel • Delapenha, Donald Arthur • DeLeo, Vito Joseph • Delie, Danielle Anne • Della Pietra, Joseph A. • DellaBella, Andrea • Delligatti, Palmina • Deloughery, Colleen Ann • DeMartini, Francis Albert • Demas, Anthony • DeMeo, Martin N • Deming, Francis • Demitz, Carol K. • Dennis, Kevin • Dennis, Thomas F. • DePalma, Jean • Deraney, Robert John • DeRienzo, Michael • DeRubbio, David Paul • Desimone III, 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When Hilda Met Jeffrey

4 07 2013

It was the last day of my vacation. It began with me being a bridesmaid in my friend Louise Rizzuto (Lee)’s wedding. After that was over, I traveled to visit my sister in Toms River, NJ, then out to northwestern New Jersey to visit my Aunt Emily and Uncle Don, and then out to Long Island to visit friends and family. I was staying at Carolyn Leitgeb’s house (who was now Carolyn Mulderig) in Patchogue. She wanted to take me out to Montauk Point on Long Island to spend the day. When I returned, I needed to go say hello to my foster father and my foster brother Jody. My friend Patty convinced me to go out with her again that evening despite the thousands of miles I had traveled and despite the fact I had averaged about 3 hours of sleep a night during my entire vacation. July 5th my plane was leaving to return me to Houston. Carolyn made strawberry shortcake from scratch and I felt obligated to stay and eat some of that. It was getting really late. My foster brother, Jody, decided to steal my keys. I was chasing him around the yard trying to retrieve them. He eventually gave them to me. Then I picked up Patty, she said she wanted me to meet her boyfriend’s best friend. Patty and I knew each other from Davis Park. Her family would dock their boat next to or very near to our boat where we used to stay the entire summer. I did not want to go out. Patty, however, would not take “no” for an answer.

We were to meet her boyfriend, Larry, and his best friend, Jeff at Mario’s in Setauket. I later found out that we were so late that Jeff was about to leave. They gave us a little longer to get there. When I met him I was very surprised how easy conversation was with him. He seemed very intelligent. Mario’s was closing up and we wanted to continue our conversation. I mentioned that we never got over to Davis Park and I would love to go sit on a beach and listen to the water for a bit. Out at Montauk we were visiting places but the beach was not one of them. He said he knew a place. Patty went with Larry and I followed Jeff to this place on the Long Island Sound.

We sat on the beach. There were others, too, at the beach. In the distance on the water we saw a boat with a headlight just wobbling. This guys runs practically over us screaming, “Hey you guys! It’s the cops, get out of here.” All I could think of is “I cannot go to jail–I have to go home to Houston tomorrow!” Apparently Jeff took me to a beach that was known for its drug dealers.

I got up and ran. Jeff grabbed my purse which I left behind–the purse with the airline ticket in it–and ran with me. We ran across the parking lot and to our respective cars. But this police car was speeding toward us and I told Jeff we have to stop. Bumbling words came out of my mouth. I told him I was SO sorry. I did not know we were not allowed on the beach. I was from out of town and just wanted to see the water before I left the next day (which was 100% truth). What helped was 1) I had not been drinking; 2) the plates on my car said New Jersey because I flew into Newark. He eventually believed my story and let us go without any tickets (or going to jail). Jeff said he knew some other place we could go continue our conversation. There was a pond near the post office and we could go back there. The police officer followed us the entire time until we pulled up to a house across the street from the post office. As we were walking to this “spot” I got a little panicked that it was very isolated. I did not trust him THAT much so I asked if there was some place else we could go. There was a grassy area in what was like a town square center that had this rock which I sat on and our conversation continued. As the sun was coming up, I realized I needed to get back to Patchogue to pack and get to Newark for my flight.

At the airport I talked to Patty on the pay phone. Larry in the meantime told Jeff that he should send me flowers as soon as I returned home. I honestly thought that evening would be the end of things as so many dates I had in the past. We began talking every night on the phone for several hours. He decided he wanted to come down and visit me and 2-3 weeks later he did. By January of 1991 he moved down here into his own apartment. In July of 1991 he proposed to me; we announced this to his family after his cousin’s wedding in Ohio in August of 1991. Jeff wanted me to meet them before we actually told them. We set the date to get married as October 24, 1992.

Happy Anniversary, Jeff! The Fourth of July may be the day where everyone is celebrating our declared independence from England, the birth of a new nation, but for us, it was the day we both lost some of independence, to become dependent on each other. It gave birth to a lifelong commitment to one another.

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April is Autism ACTION Month

1 04 2013

April is Autism Awareness Month. Phooey. It needs to be Autism ACTION Month. We have had enough awareness. What would help us the most (are you listening Autism Speaks?) is an Autism ACTION month. We need action to help the families who are suffering RIGHT NOW, who are financially crippled, who need respite desperately, who had to quit their jobs in order to care for their child, a family who may have gone through divorce because autism is TOO stressful on a marriage, people who have had to take their children out of private facilities because insurance would no longer cover them, etc. The physical and emotional toll is great on the entire family. Some parents have multiple children with this disease.

Medicine and psychiatry have been debating the causes of autism for more than 60 years now yet we have no concrete answers and the numbers are rising. When people tell me that it is 100% due to better diagnosing, they are right to a SMALL point. But listen up! When Patrick was diagnosed (in the summer of 1997 when it was still 1 in 10,000), when I would say “my child has autism” to people, they would say, “Well what is it? What causes it? I’ve never met anyone with autism before.” Indeed in all of my life up until Patrick was diagnosed, neither had I. Now when I’m out at the mall or in a store, Patrick is not the only person there with autism. I see it. I can pick out the adults and kids who obviously have it; I’m sure there are others I would pick up on if we had a conversation.

If you all are concerned about Social Security going bankrupt by baby boomers, you should be TERRIFIED of what is going to happen when Patrick and all the children behind him grow up and can’t get jobs because schools chose to not educate them. It is the only neurological disease that is not covered by health insurance and we still fight that battle just to try to get our children covered. If they get treatment, many of these children will go on to become taxpaying adults able to hold jobs. If we don’t, they will test the social support system of the government like nobody is ever imagining. The only reason why it is within the realm of psychiatry is because of its psychiatric features. But there are many physical diseases that have psychiatric features.

I am not a fan of Autism Speaks. They are not good stewards of your hard-earned money. Here is a copy of their 2010 tax return. People are generally shocked when they hear me say this because they think Autism Speaks is the gold standard of charities. Only about 4% of what they get actually helps families. They do not have anyone with autism on their board of directors to help guide them in what people with autism need directly from the people they are supposedly serving. While it is great to use some funds for research for finding the cause, they will never find possible prevention if they are closed off already to some research that does point to vaccines. They lobby in Washington now and they can’t have a cozy relationship with the US Government because the US Government can never admit this. They have to take the party line that vaccines do not cause autism….although there has never been a study that studied the cumulative effect of all these vaccines…and the US Government has been awarding some families who have been harmed by autism under the disguise of encephalopathy which just means damage to the brain. And autism IS damage to the brain. I don’t like some of Autism Speaks advertising either. It offends me.

So here are my suggestions for this month:

Wear your blue on April 2, change your light bulbs blue if you want, dye your hair blue if you want. In that moment you can bring awareness.

Then help with action.

Donate to a local group. This way you know your hard-earned money is staying in the community and going directly to help the children because most of the people in these organizations are volunteers. Here are some local groups I can vouch for that will be good stewards of your money:

FEAT-Houston (Families for Effective Autism Treatment): FEAT-Houston is a non-profit organization that provides information and training on treating individuals with autism spectrum disorder using techniques based on applied behavior analysis (ABA). We sponsor workshops, meetings, a newsletter, and regular emails. Our tuition reimbursement and conference stipend programs help support the development of ABA resources in the Greater Houston area and make it possible for more teachers and parents to learn about effective teaching methods for children, teens and adults with autism. We are supported primarily by individual contributions and volunteer efforts.

F.A.C.E.S.: My son was helped by these people. They gave us a grant that allowed Patrick to stay at his school where we reached a point where we might have had to take him out of Including Kids. The Foundation for Autism Care, Education & Services (FACES) is a non-profit 501c3 foundation founded by Larry and Pat Wallace. It is the mission of FACES to raise funds to directly support and promote education, service and Applied Behavior Analysis (ABA) therapy for families faced with Autism Spectrum Disorder. The funding for the foundation comes from both public and private party donations, as well as fundraisers involving private individuals and organizations.

Desperate for Respite: desperate for Respite (dfR) is a non-profit charitable corporation organized exclusively for charitable and community development purposes. Our corporation exists to provide support to caregivers caring for special needs children, dependent adults and their families in the Northwest Houston area, that face the challenges associated of caring for an individual with some level of disability; raising awareness and educating the community by developing relationships and community responsibility for supporting caregivers and their families.

Houston Autism Disability Network: Where Hope Takes Flight! Mission: Information & Resources for Autism Spectrum Disorders & Special Education assistance. Networking meetings for parents & professionals each month, special seminars & annual conference. HADN strives to be a unifying, non-competitive resource for Houston area — in helping to host events and inviting speakers to share their resources & information!

Autism Society of Greater Austin: The Autism Society’s mission is straightforward: “improve the lives of all affected by autism.” In Central Texas, the Autism Society of Greater Austin strives to achieve this goal in several ways: Advocating for the education and training of parents and professionals involved in the educating and caring for persons with autism; helping develop a better understanding of the challenges of persons with autism and their families by serving as a clearinghouse for information about autism; supporting families and professionals through monthly meetings, workshops, on-line vehicles, and printed material; we also sponsor events that are just for fun–come join us! The Autism Society of Greater Austin is a 501(c)3 organization that depends heavily on donations. Please know that contributions are tax deductible and will be used locally.

If money is difficult for you right now, then you can help with your time and talent. If you know a family with a child with autism, offer to babysit for just 2-3 hours. They really need a break. Offer to take the child out with your family on an outing you are doing. Schedule a time to bring lunch over and sit with us for an hour or two and listen to us. We might need to talk about things going on, or perhaps we would prefer to listen to what is going on in your life to keep our minds off of things for awhile. Support legislation that helps autism, which also includes Medicare and Medicaid for those who are adults with autism. Support employers who hire people with autism in their company. There are so many ways you could help in action.

So wear your blue April 2nd and move into action!

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Video Tribute to My School Mate Who Died in 9/11 Attacks

10 09 2012

I went to pay tribute to my school mate Al Maler (Class of 1980 another alumni, Eric Stahlman, and first-responder Andrew Desperito when I went up for my high school reunion of Patchogue-Medford High School. My heart goes out to the families of those who died in the terrorist attacks that took place in New York, Washington DC, and in Pennsylvania, all who died in the planes, to all the military families whose loved ones died in the military engagements that followed, and to all the people who volunteered that day who are now ill or have died as a result of illness that resulted in working on the site. May those who died rest in peace.

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My Visit to the National September 11 Memorial

8 09 2012

My Visit to the 9/11 Memorial

Three times I have tried to write this blog. For one reason or another they mysteriously disappeared from my computer. No doubt my son with autism had a role in that. I could imagine him looking at it, saying to himself (because he is nonverbal): “This is crap.” DELETE. So I am trying again.

In July, I headed up to Long Island for my high-school reunion. It was an epic trip. I’ve been up to the New Jersey/New York area many times since 9/11/2001 but it never involved going into the city. I was born in Brooklyn. I went to Patchogue-Medford High School on Long Island. When my son’s godmother asked me what I wanted to do in addition to my reunion, a trip into the city was very high on my to-do list. I needed to go.

I still cannot watch video from that dreaded day without panic rising up into my throat. Many of our friends lived outside the city, but many of them worked in the city. The question was “where?” It took about 2 weeks to locate them all. I found out many years later that I knew one of the people who died there. Class of 1980, Al Maler, was working at Cantor Fitzgerald in the North Tower on that day. His co-worker, Eric Stahlman, also a Patchogue-Medford High School alumni also lost his life, but he had graduated many years earlier. With the passage of time and memories faded, extents of conversation lost, I still do have visual memory of Al, remembering his athleticism, his kindness, his smile. He was around my friend, Phil Bender, quite a lot because of his involvement in the service organization of our school for the guys, “Key Club.” There was a third person I wanted to look up while there–Patchogue first-responder Andrew Desperito, who was from Brooklyn.

As I remember him…

We had tickets to go at 4:30. The tickets are free, but they need to control how many people are going in. Security there is tighter than at the airport. President Obama was also going to be in New York City on this same day, so perhaps it was even more secure than usual. I oddly ran into a person I knew 20 years ago in Sugar Land, Texas who worked at Target; he still lives there, and here we meet up 1500 miles away. I braced myself for the raw emotion. My thoughts were with the families. “Good God, if I feel this way, I cannot begin to imagine the depth of their pain.”

Security is tight.

From the time we walked near the area, I knew I was walking on hallowed ground. When the 7 buildings collapsed, they carried dust clouds. Those dust clouds also carried what was left of some who died, which extended out from the area for blocks. Forty percent of the families have never received the remains of their loved ones.

Circles of the debris field.

The site is beautiful, peaceful. There are plaques that go around the pools of water where the North and South Towers once existed. On those are names of the people who died, not only in this attack on this site, but the people who died on all the planes, the Pentagon, and the 1993 terrorist attack. Below the parapets is a space where you can put your hand in and touch the water. All the sensory features add to the experience–light, touch, sound.

There is a computer over near the not-yet-opened museum where you can look up the names and see what section of parapet their names appear.

The computer area…

As I did with the Vietnam Memorial wall when it visited Houston, I walked around both towers, looking at every single name of those who perished, lingering only at the names of the people for whom I was searching, touching the name to say, “I’m sorry, and thank you.” What I was sorry for? For the evil that existed in the world, for any role that our country may have played in the events leading up to that day, for the politics that rule the world, catching innocent people in the crosshairs. And my thanks–for the contribution that their lives had and will continue to have in generations to come, to their families who were not present when I visited, the example they set of how to have hate touch their lives in the most personal way possible, yet choose to stand up and say, “We will not continue the cycle of hate.” They had many hurdles to overcome just to put the names of those who died onto the final bronze parapets. Thirty-two representatives of various family organizations had to work together to come to consensus. Congress could take a lesson from these people’s collaboration.

Paraphrasing from the book produced by National Geographic, “A Place of Remembrance, Official Book of the National September 11 Memorial”: “By 2006, they came together. The nine groups would be organized by location and circumstances in which the victim found themselves during the attack. Around the North Tower pool, people working in or visiting the tower; those aboard Flight 11; victims of the 1993 bombing. Around the South Tower pool: Those working in or visiting the south tower, those aboard flight 175, the Pentagon victims, Flight 77 victims, Flight 93 victims and first responders. The names of colleagues were kept together; first responders were organized by headings indicating their agency and unit. Then the kin of the victims who asked for specific names to be inscribed together (like husband and wife, or siblings, or best friends, or ‘in some cases entire families’ were honored.”

I found myself lingering on other names, too. I had heard that the babies of pregnant women were also mentioned at the site, but seeing the actual inscription is powerful: …and unborn child. Coming home with the National Geographic book added insight into the names where they show how families were grouped together, sometimes with different names.

The unborn remembered…

Alfred Russell Maler’s name resides at N-54; Eric Stahlman at N-46; Andrew Despeirto at S-18.

My school mate, Al Maler.

I began to get very irritated. I noticed that not everyone was respecting the site for the sacred place it was. There were families taking pictures, smiling and laughing right in front of the names of the dead. Seriously? You couldn’t have turned around and taken it around the tree that is 180 degrees to your current position? I understand taking pictures of the parapet–I did myself–but not having a grand old time as if you were visiting the Statue of Liberty.

According to my friend, she saw a woman doing a “sexy pose” for her boyfriend or husband right in front of the parapet names. I am glad I did not see that because I would have been in her face, admonishing them for their inappropriate behavior.

I went to visit one of the 9/11 Memorial workers to try to help me understand this because it was really bothering me (and writing this, I am still moved to tearful emotion in my search for understanding). Tim told me that when it was just the families and friends at first, it was a solemn place but one of friends coming together, having experienced a similar pain, who had become a much larger family. But as it had become a “tourist site” people do not have a connection with the names and with that came a change in how people acted. I told him I did not buy that argument. I had zero connection to the names on the Vietnam Memorial wall. It was touring and was put in a park. At the wall, there were tears, people speaking quietly, silence, prayer, and that included young children. There was a park area surrounding it and that is where laughter and running and playing occurred. I asked Tim if he could explain where all the buildings were going up. And then I realized I had a video camera and if he could be so kind as to explain that to me again and allow me to videotape. He was kind enough to oblige my request.

On my way out, my hope of treating the site with respect was renewed. A woman was explaining to two children, obviously born after 2001, the magnitude of the tragedy that occurred: “In 2001, this was the site of the most terrible thing that ever happened on US soil…” I was not going to be nitpicky about other horrific events, like the Civil War battle of Antietam where more than 23,100 people lost their lives, or Pearl Harbor, but it was refreshing to see lessons being taught. These children would learn about the other tragedies further away from their tender life span as they grew.

I stood in front of the gift shop and took a deep breath. A friend at my high school reunion said she was put off by the gift shop. I stood there changing my mind yes, no, yes, no, to the point that I drove my friend crazy. I finally decided I needed to form my own opinion and went in. I also felt like I may regret it if I did not go in. I felt myself becoming claustrophobic and quickly scanned the items available. A magnet or a pen that said, 9/11 Memorial? I don’t think so. I knew that the purchase would help maintain the memorial, so a purchase was important. So I quickly picked two items–an American flag that contained the names of those who died, and a golden retriever stuff toy that had “search and rescue” to honor all the service animals from that day and of their continued service when their mission turned from search and rescue to helping alleviate the sadness of the people still trying to clean up the area. And then I saw the National Geographic book.

The flag with all the names on it.

Search & Rescue Dog

Life moves on. In a city as big as New York, where property is at a premium, building anew has to occur. As a Christian, I am embarrassed by people of my own faith who persecute people of Muslim faith just because of the radical extremists. The Mission Statement from the National September 11 Memorial is this: “Remember and honor the thousands of innocent men, women and children murdered by terrorists in the horrific attacks of February 26, 1993 and September 11, 2001. Respect this place made sacred through tragic loss. Recognize the endurance of those who survived, the courage of those who risked their lives to save others, and the compassion of all who supported us in our darkest hours. May the lives remembered, the deeds recognized, and the spirit reawakened be eternal beacons, which reaffirm respect for life, strengthen our resolve to preserve freedom and inspire an end to hatred, ignorance, and intolerance.” Sayings on materials sold in the gift shop are “In the darkness, we shine together” or “United by Hope.” Survivor Bruno Dellinger, from the 47th floor of the North Tower shares in the book, “You had in this building people from all over the world, all religions, all colors of skin. All everything. All social backgrounds and they lived in harmony. Everyone was very proud to be a World Trade Center tenant, one way or another, working in the World Trade Center. And for me, those flags that were in the lobby of the Trade Center represented a utopia that only can exist in New York.”

The commemoration of the 9/11 National Memorial will be on livestream at 8:30 AM Eastern time, 7:30 AM central time. I will get Patrick on the bus for school and will tune in. You do not have to actual visit the National Memorial site to help support it. Donations can be made (click here), or you can purchase items on-line from their gift shop (click here). I will proudly be displaying the flag purchased on our front lawn along with ribbons and flowers. My school mate’s smile will be forever inscribed in my memory.

Someone asked me, “If it so sad, why do you go?” The same reason why I sat through “Schindler’s List” or people go visit The Holocaust Museum or people visit the concentration camps throughout Europe. We must never forget. But we have to take those lessons we learned in those horrific moments in our history and learn from them, or we are doomed to repeat them. And we keep repeating them. We can learn from the words of Mr. Dellinger and the example set forth by those families of the victims of 911. Choose love.

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Categories : Personal

My “Touch” Moment

21 03 2012

By Hilda Clark Bowen

Coincidence. Fate. Is there truly a God that controls all things down to the microsecond of your life or just the big stuff? After all, if God exists, he/she gave us the free will to make choices. Those choices ripple out into consequences, good or bad. These are the questions we all ask ourselves and our answers may vary throughout our life as our own experiences shape our reality.

I had always felt it was fate that led me to find Jeff. It is difficult to put a starting point in this story. My father-in-law passed away in February 2012. For those of you who haven’t seen the new Fox series “Touch”, the experience made me instantly think of this show. It is loosely based on the red string of fate, a Chinese legend that said the gods tie an invisible red string around the ankles of those that are destined to be soul mates and will one day marry each other. The two people connected by the red thread are destined lovers, regardless of time, place, or circumstances. This magical cord may stretch or tangle, but never break, a concept very similar to soul mates. Tim Kring of the new TV show “Touch” expands that to include groups of individuals but still connected by love.

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I met Jeff on July 4, 1990, the last day of my vacation that began with my dear friend, Louise Rizzuto, getting married, on Long Island. I was a bridesmaid in her wedding. After the wedding, I traveled down to New Jersey to see my sister and my aunt. On that last night back on Long Island, my friend and now Patrick’s godmother, Patty, asked me to go out with her that evening. She wanted me to meet the best friend of her boyfriend, Larry. I almost did not get there. My foster brother stole my keys and would not give them back to me, and making me very late. Jeff told me he was about to leave. We met around the corner from where he lived in Setauket. We stayed at the restaurant for a few hours and then I told Jeff I would still love to sit by the water, as I had not had an opportunity to do that. He took me to a beach that apparently was frequented by drug dealers. When the police raided the beach, I was terrified I was going to jail for just sitting on the beach talking with him, so I ran. Jeff grabbed my purse and ran with me. After the police car stopped us and determined I truly was just some out-of-towner who did not realize the beach was closed, he let us go. Jeff found another place where we could talk out in public. I think I left about 4-5 a.m. and went back to where I was staying to pack and drive to the airport.

The rest of our relationship unfolded. He eventually moved down here in January of 1991 into his own apartment. We were engaged in July of 1991, but he wanted me to meet his family before making the announcement. We did that on August 11, 1991 the day after his cousin’s wedding. We were married in October 1992.

My friend Patty said that we were the best thing that came out of her relationship with Jeff’s best friend. Patty and Larry broke up shortly after that.

As we continued to find out about each other, I discovered that Jeff went to our rival high school, Ward Melville, and had often been to our school for sports. I was often at the school because in my sophomore year, I was president of my class. He lived right around the corner from SUNY Stony Brook, the college my sister attended, and where I often visited. That is important because around the corner from there was the Pancake Cottage, where my sister and I would have breakfast, as would Jeff and his family. It is possible that we were in the restaurant at the same time together and never knew it. Then we traced ourselves back even further. He remembers a classmate of his coming back from the Suffolk County LIBEC contest for typing in 1981, saying she was beat from someone from Patchogue (as if that was pond scum; we were a lower socioeconomic group than Ward Melville). Yep, that person was me.

Meanwhile in Setauket, Long Island, before we met, Jeff’s sister Deirdre was off at college in Massachusetts. She became roommates with Trish. Deirdre eventually married Frank. Trish married John.

Trish and John belonged to a very small church in New Jersey. They were very close to Jennifer. Jennifer and John were working on bringing a more contemporary service to their church. He knew Marilyn and Tony, Jennifer’s parents. He also knew Michelle and Gordon Dobson. One day Jennifer tells them she is moving to Texas to start a business to help this family out. Marilyn and Tony followed. They were very sad to see her go.

I had a miscarriage with my first baby (a boy, we named Matthew Joseph). Then Patrick was born, and he was later diagnosed with multiple disabilities including autism. In August 2010, I decided to pull him out of public school and try to get him into an autism school in the area. The place we found was Including Kids (InKids) run by Jennifer Dantzler.

On February 5, 2012, my father-in-law died. The wake would be Thursday of that next week and the funeral on Friday. We debated back and forth about who would go up there–just Jeff or would we try to attempt this trip as a family. Patrick’s behavior was much better since being at InKids, and we knew Jeff’s mom would love to see Patrick; she had not seen him in almost a decade (she could not fly down because of my father-in-law’s condition and we dared not even try before this time). The whole family would be happy to see him.

I was with Patrick in a lounge area at the funeral home when Jeff pops his head in and says, “You have to come over here; someone here knows Jennifer Dantzler.” I looked at him what a “what the hell” look. As we are walking, he tells me, “Deirdre’s roommate from college.” Then I thought the connection was that Jennifer also went to college in Massachusetts (not the same place, but maybe they knew each other from that area). While they were talking, Jeff stated that Patrick had autism and that he was going to a school for autism. Trish asked, “Do you know Jennifer Dantzler?” Jeff said, “She runs the school.” There are many schools for autism here in throughout Houston and the surrounding areas. As we talked to these people, my mind was connecting all the dots. Jennifer Dantzler is the executive director of Including Kids (InKids), the place where Patrick goes to school.

We talked about this huge coincidence for almost 30 minutes or more. John told me he remembered clearly when Jennifer said she was moving down to Texas. They were all shocked. I said, “The woman is fearless.” He agreed that was a good word for her. He said they had lost touch with each other in the last 4 years. At that very moment, I wanted to place a call to InKids, but it was late at night and no one would be there. We also discovered that while they were at this church, the Dobson’s offered up a French meal for 10-12 as a church raffle. Michelle is a French chef. It is something they offer similarly here for our Boots and Bling Gala, which is coming up on April 14, 2012. Trish said, “We invited Deirdre and Frank to that.” The Dobson’s are now on the board of directors for the school and also live down here. Tony and Marilyn routinely are the ones to serve the food to people at these type events, so Deirdre and Frank likely saw them at that dinner without ever knowing they were to become part of our lives, too, at a future date. John said Jennifer, Marilyn and Tony had been on his mind for the last 2 weeks. We shared with Trish and John that if it were not for Jennifer and her staff, Patrick would not be here making that long journey from Texas to New Jersey. We shared with them all the progress Patrick has been able to make since going to InKids. The next day at Deirdre’s house, I told Deirdre about the connections. They also took her by surprise.

Upon returning home, I was eager to run in and tell Jennifer, but I was too late. They had already contacted them. Marilyn said the email started, “I don’t believe in coincidences…” The email made her cry. Marilyn shared with me that 2 weeks ago, Trish and John were on her mind, too. Apparently, Marilyn/Jennifer and Trish/John had lost contact with each other for at least the past 4 years. Trish and John went on to make a monetary donation to Including Kids in honor of Patrick and in memory of Patrick’s grandfather. Best of all, they were back in contact with each other.

The mathematical probability of this happening is unlikely, but there it was–my “Touch” moment. There was a string that connected all our lives and it took this particularly sad event of my father-in-law’s passing for all the pieces to be revealed.

Have you ever had moments such as these? Please feel free to share in the comment section.

UPDATE FEB 2013

Trish and John subsequently made donations to my son’s school for autism, Including Kids. In January, their son came down to see if a particular career path was right for him or not. Where was he? At Patrick’s school. He had been down for 3 weeks and one day I went in to volunteer and we met. This was almost a full year after my father-in-law passed away. If he does decide to move here, we may also have some part-time work he can do directly with Patrick at home. The connections continue.

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Twelve Hours

19 01 2012

Twelve Hours…half the number of episodes of the series “24”. Or in geekdom terms, the amount of time it takes to watch all three extended-edition versions of The Lord of the Rings trilogy with appropriate bathroom and snack breaks if one hurries. At 4:00 a.m. I was thinking about shadows in the Mines of Moria. At 3:55 p.m., a phone call delivered to me the light of Elendil.

Already it has been a week since my friend was buried, and the day was similarly splendid in terms of weather. A good start to any day. I believe that to create change, you have to be proactive, so I was off to see a counselor. There is wisdom in the balance of body-mind-spirit; my triangle in the last year has looked more scalene than equilateral. Thomas Merton said, “Happiness is not a matter of intensity but of balance, order, rhythm and harmony.”

At 3:55 p.m., I received an unexpected phone call from my nephrologist. Phone calls taken between 3:50 and 4:10 p.m. with 936 area codes usually are bus drivers telling me Patrick is having a seizure somewhere along the drive home. After a few seconds to readjust that this phone call is about me and not Patrick, I said something to the effect that I wasn’t expecting him to call (before my appointment) so this must be very bad news. I am looking at my clock thinking, “Oh crap, and Patrick is going to be walking off the bus any minute.” I put my elbows on the kitchen counter, closed my eyes and took a deep breath. On the contrary, he says. My labs came back normal and my creatinine was going way down as was my urine protein. (Can I get a “Frack yeah?”) I asked, “So is it that “minimal change disease” thing? “Minimal change disease…sort of.”

“Good God,” I think to myself. “I have yet another “disease variant.” Honestly, if I’m going to have all these “disease variants”, I DEMAND a really sexy superhero costume with a cool name. Biohazard doesn’t have the same ring to it as say DV Girl!

To make a long story short, this is the second best possible news.

Our game plan is this: I stop taking nonsteroidal anti-inflammatory medication. We do an allergy re-challenge of Ultram for my pain (to take if I’m desperate) and hope it doesn’t increase my intracranial pressure due to my pseudotumor cerebri issue like it did before, which after 5 years has been under decent control. I will continue losartan to keep the protein in my urine down. I do NOT have to take immunosuppressive medications. I go back to see him in March (birthday month!).

Just 12 hours after my post I got answers I was not expecting for another 16 days, 12 hours, 30 minutes give or take a few minutes, but who’s counting? Which begs the next question: Is the internet God?

–Hilda

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Categories : Metaphysical, Personal

Shadows to Shade

18 01 2012

I’m scared.

There. I actually wrote the words down; I wasn’t sure if I could. Many know I’m grieving right now, but few know how scared I am. Not a panic that I feel when I try to sing in public; not my posttraumatic stress disorder panic and anxiety related to certain medical procedures that remind me of an assault that occurred in my 20’s and/or my recent hospitalization for whatever happened to my arm that resulted in that horrible infection I had. This is…..something else.

I’ve been in denial about it for several months, believing from head to toe that if I thought it was NOT true, it would turn out not to BE true–the power of positive thinking. Names have great power; I did not want this to have any power.

When I found out last Monday that my friend, Diane, died, it snapped me back to semi-reality and I accepted that my test results on Friday would come back positive (as my doctor had informed me they would), but the question of what it was and to what degree still lurked in the shadows.

Shadows remind me of my childhood in our tenement in Brooklyn where this spine-chillingly vicious dog lived that would lurch out and try to bite me every time I went up the stairs. Shadows were the bad things that were about to happen to me in the rooms of my home most of my so-called childhood. Wondering, when I was age 4-5, if the wife could survive the beating from her husband in the shadows under the neighbor’s door. Shadows are the terrors that torment you, the face you see in every person after you’ve been told at age 9 that your stepfather may show up one day and try to kill you. Shadows of the life you would never have had when your mother tells you she wished she had aborted you (and meant it). Shadows are the abandonment you feel at age 14 when she tells you to leave and take only what you have bought with your own money with you. And the shadows that stretched from her grave to crush my heart one last time when my sisters found their baby pictures while going through her stuff, confirming that when she laughed in my face when she said she threw mine out, that I guess she really did. The only evidence of my existence that I was in her life are in those pictures I happened to be in with my sisters. Thrown away into the shadows of garbage she felt I was.

I was about 14 months old here; the earliest picture that exists of me now. My sister, Eva, holding my hand. I was a cute baby!

After all I’ve been through and all I’ve seen, to say I’m scared now seems illogical. The tests did come back positive, but there seemed to be more questions now after the kidney biopsy than answers. A lot of blood work was drawn after that visit–more shadows. Yet, there is a difference. There is trust, great trust, in those caring for me that is helping to keep the shadows in their place.

On February 3, I hope we will be able to modpodge some of the puzzle. Names have great power, even names things are not. Until then, I remain in….shade.

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